For decades, Sylvia Harris struggled with the manic highs and crippling lows of her bipolar disorder, making it difficult to parent her children or even hold down a steady job. After years of trying every known treatment, she managed to find solace and a better equilibrium through a powerful friendship with horses. LONG SHOT: My Bipolar Life and the Horses Who Saved Me (Ecco, a division of HarperCollins; March 8, 2011; $25.99) is the inspirational story of recovery through friendship.
Alcohol. Lithium. Buddhist chanting. To quiet the voices in her mind, Sylvia Harris tried all of the above. At times, her manic behavior led her to dress up as a cowgirl and show off her imaginary rope skills in the middle of a quaint Northern California village, or spend the night in a torpor of fear awaiting the alien invasion she knew was on the horizon. At its worst, it led her to look for love in all the wrong places and create a family she had difficulty caring for. While she found temporary relief and brief moments of calm, darkness always followed. At the nadir of her twenty-year battle with bipolar depression, Harris found salvation in the most unlikely of places-Cardinal Farm, an equine ranch outside Orlando, Florida.
While Harris had always been drawn to animals, she had no idea of the healing power she would discover while working with horses. And while she still experienced raging highs and destabilizing lows, eventually, through grooming, caring for, and, against all odds, racing horses, she was able to find stability and, ultimately, joy.
With an unflinching eye toward her weaknesses and the pain her life decisions have inflicted upon others, LONG SHOT examines the ravages of her bipolar behavior and the magical power of horses, showing us how the mythic interspecies connection between humans and these magnificent animals continues to astonish and inspire.